everyone has an imaginary utopian world they wish they live in made up in their minds. of course, different people have different views on what a utopia world would be like. like for one, Snookie(from jerseyshore)'s utopia world includes radios playing house music and everyone being tanned, a huge -.- btw. so you can really say that interests, circumstances, lifestyles, influences play a big part on how your own utopian world will be shaped. but snapping back to reality, our lives may be way far from what you call perfect. things might not go our way, people we trust with all our hearts may betray us, lovers cheating behind their other half's back, not getting into the school we want. but this is..life? it can suck real badly sometimes. but we can do nothing other than accept it, move on, push for something greater. we shouldnt allow rejections and betrayals bring us down. To both my sisters, both of you are the most talented, smart and both of you have admirable qualities, be strong. i know you guys can and will pull through. Insyaallah. ilyboth.
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got back from camp a day early. long story. the camp was tiring, my legs currently ache like craaaazyyy&im having the worse sorethroat ever. but, i had fun. made some great friends(most of them in NUS fass too!) and got to catch up with my darlingirritatingfriend nabilah. (: